It has been a very long and arduous journey so far! I am greatful that Dave is here now, he helps me get though some of this crazy shit!! Dad has been a handful to say the least, i have tried the best i know how to care for him, but since i am his daughter, he will always see me as a silly little girl who doesn't know nothing!!! :( I know better, but this does not go over well with my hubby, and others i'm sure who see it...I guess i have been blind to the abuse and gotten used to it, so here we are, not being able to get a house, no credit really...and living with my father who is forgetting he forgot! I try and make it fun, try and be happy, TRY to make it work, but it's so hard to be happy when all around me is sadness and confusion, it pains me to be here and see this happen, but what more can i do...I have been on the pc for groups to attend, for both parties, mostly for us. This high level of care giving is not something that can be taken lightly, and i thought i could do it...i though we could do it, but we can't, so here we sit, waiting for me to do something about it all, i wish there were someone who could just whisk me away, but that's a cop-out.